Friday, May 26, 2006

so i step towards the heat

List 10 things you want to say to someone but you know you never will.
- Don't say who they are or who you're referring to.
- Disable comments.
- Never discuss it again.

1. I've wished upon you the nastiest of things, and i can't really say i'm sorry.

2. I can't help but be extremely weary of you and the things that you do. I trust you, yet i don't believe you. you instantly make me think 'frenemy'. and.. you're pompous and annoy me consistently.

3. I really just don't feel that way about you.

4. You make me want to be a better person. i wish you could see just how perfect you are.

5. It's weird, but if i strain hard enough, i seem to still be able to hear your laugh and your stupid anecdotes, and feel the ancient pre-cell + ice-cream days.

6. You make me feel like a petulant child. the holier-than-thou attitude? trash it.

7. You were one of the best friends i've ever had, and i think about you. and i miss you and i miss those days from time to time. But i wonder if our friendship was all about your enjoyment in seeing me writhe.

8. I wish you could see how you are ruining your life, but your imperfection is oddly satisfying.

9. What is your name?

10. My thoughts about you are frightening.

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This meme is cathartic.

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