真的好累

i'm so tired. 

in so very
many
ways.

the loudest, most pervasive, most annoying voices are the ones coming from inside you. those same ones you can't shut out the same ones that won't shut up. i'm so tired. give me a break, won't you? aren't we supposed to be on the same team? even if you are the voice of reason and clarity i clearly need, can't you see that i'm not ready for you i'm not strong enough for you can you just

let
me
be
?

tuesday nights aren't supposed to be this trying.