i hope he is a gentleman

these are the things i think about when i'm alone without you
i wonder of your whereabouts and hope like hell you're happy where you are

"i'm alright, i'm alright."
i can see through everything you say, and all the lessons i never learned..
you used to say that "you're just fine!"
but i still wonder all the time.

i know i say that i'm just fine,
but i hope you wonder from time to time.

i was nervous from the start that our muscles might tear us apart
(are muscles tearing us apart?)
from the words that carve our lives to the words that take us by surprise
(i was never taken by surprise.)
from the sounds that disappear to the changes we begin to fear
(i can hear you clearly.)
one day i'll fail to breathe and all you'll have are memories
(all we are are memories.)