3 january 05
thanks everyone who bothered to come even though t'was the first day of school and everyone had their own commitments.
it meant the world, it really did.
but like sam said that dith said, 'it isn't a goodbye forever, it's like a see-you-later'
JEWEMS, LILS, CHAR, AUDE, SHUYAR, DARYL, JIANHUI, CLIFFORD:
thanks for all the food and (lilly), i'll love and care for the.. creature ;) just 19 weeks guys, i'll be home in a flash. thanks for all the tears you've shed for me, (esp claud). and remember, i miss you all too.
i miss you all a lot.
and all those who messaged, or called (esp 1AA3) to send their best wishes? thank you all so much.
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i just can't get to bed right now
my body clock hasn't quite adjusted yet so now i'm alone in my sister's study room, blogging away with my splotchy eyes and feeling rather zzzzz at the mo. (damn the beach boys)
this might be a lengthy entry (SEE HUIS I DO BLOG)
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arrived in san diego a bit ago,
mom's driving up to vegas tomorrow morning
& i must say, nothing's quite sunken in yet.
and i honestly don't know if that's a good or bad thing.
equation of the day:
va + faraway country - people she loves = wayyy emo = extremely bad
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it might've been a mistake to have spent the past three days in pure p.h-zone
because now,
the gaping hole of emptiness's probably big enough to swallow me alive
zzzangity zang zang
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but talking to sam (watch our nightly phone calls return with a vengeance. HOORAY FOR T-MOBILE) and mike (as jefferson starship so aptly put it 'let the world around us just fall apartm we can make it if we're heart to hearrrtt) are really helping me cope.
thank goodness for best-friends, boyfriends, calling cards and (hopefully) soon? webcams, starhub, and skype. (!!!!!)
most of you probably have no clue what i'm saying.
a zillion apologies for the incoherence,
but i'm beaming like a UFO at the mo' and i can't really string a proper thought sequence together
:) :) plans are good.
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hmm okay moving along,
we're 4 days into the new year,
and even that hasn't really sunk in yet. is it already 2005?!
is it really already 2005?!
WHERE IN THE HECK DID 2004 GO?!?
like, seriously.
but 2004 has been a truly amazing year for me
in every sense possible, it's been utterly a-may-zzang.
(well er. especially since i spent the time from may till now really not doing anything at all)
i've really been blessed the past year, and the Big Man really shone his light,strength and love upon me.
resolutions for 2005:
o1: not to gain weight despite the torrents of delish food around me in vegas
o2: to be a (relatively) good daughter (only applicable for my mom. am fully intending to remain a bitch to my father)
03: to study hard and score straight As
o4: not delude self that it's even remotely possible for me to score straight As -_-
o5: save money for a greater good (such as abercromie and calling cards)
o6: be less selfish, and self centered and instead give said money (refer to resolution #o5) to people who really need it -- the elderly and tsunami victims
o7: stop biting my nails
that's all for now folks.
till later
mantra till may 14th:
everything will be okay.
everything will be okay.
everything will be okay.
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