happy nu year,
welcome to 2005
steph said yesterday that how you spend your new year is how you're going to spend the rest of the next year,
well,
then.
let's just say i'm going to be sleeping a lot in 2005.
slept right through 12 o'clock, missed the countdown, missed the party @ cornwall, missed my friends, missed sam.
really, really miss her.
i miss my best-friend, and that can't even to begin to describe how i feel. sorry for the past two days, sorry for not being there, sorry for not being able to spend this countdown together. the burning hole burns both ways, although i know i was the one burning away with the tiki torch.
i miss being able to just call her, dial those numbers that i could do with my eyes blindfolded my hands tied behind my back and my legs in some ashtanga yoga position.
it should be easier, but it's not.
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